Feelings

She heard nothing from her man today. He must have been having a wonderful time, as he did not even bother to let her know that he arrived at his destination.

She still kept checking  social media for indication that he looked at his mobile but nothing was seen.

The feeling of betrayal is even more real now and she knew that is out with a woman. She decided that she would not confront him on his actions and she decides not to ask him about his weekend. She would not enquire, as any inquiry would only cause her more pain to hear him tell her more lies.

She took the time later in the evening to do some gardening with her aunt and that relieved her emotional upheaval. She knew that tomorrow is another day and another long week ahead. He goes away again this time to New York to visit his mother, as it is Mothers day.  She asked him if he could pay her a visit in another state where she is presently residing and he did not respond.

Since her arrival in this country she has received numerous invitations to go out, however she has not taken up any of them. She was tempted to spend the day out with a friend yesterday, however she was so emotionally ill she did not go. The suitor called again this morning and she told him she was still not well.

She loves ............

My Lonely Nights

Tonight I wish I had you to hold me
to kiss my aching lips
to kiss my thirsty soul
a soul longing for a man

A man who knows how to please me
Yes, my darling, only you
can bring the ......

The Fantastic 50!

I arrived into this world on the 2nd day of August, 1960. I have always had an inquiring mind and quizzed my mom on everything I could about my arrival. All this took place in my earlier years. I needed to know, my birthplace (that was before I saw my birth certificate), my time of birth and of course my day of birth. My mom must have said "what is wrong with this child" in her mind, but nevertheless, she obliged and willingly supplied the information.

I kept those data in my mind and from time to time, mulled over them. My mind became to inquiring, that I needed to know what was the significance of being born on a Tuesday (Tuesday's Child is ......). The month, the day. I discovered that every ....... carried some significance. Of course, I later found that out. The nursery rhymes we read as children gave some indication of some of the myths (can I call them myths. Nonetheless, I considered them truth, like those romance novels which I read throughout my teenage years and even now, I find solace in them, and probably mirrored my life along those lines. You know that famous Mills & Boon guy whom you hate first then fall hopelessly in love with him. He brings you to the height of passion. Yes, I am a Mills & Boon type of girl and I have met my Mills & Boon man. My other favorite romance novel in my teenage years was Hospital Romance. Many nights I dreamed of being that cute nurse who that handsome surgeon would fall in love with, and whisk away and live happily ever after.

Little did I know that this was all a fairy tale. Real life is no Mills and Boon or Hospital Romance. The dark eyed stranger in the rich wine country does not exist. The dashing young doctor with the dark brown hair and brown arrogant eyes is just a fantasy. The writers just whet our teenage appetite and allowed us to fantasize. These readings may have made me into a sensuous girl. I mirrored the beautiful brunette with sensuality. I mirrored the dark haired and eyed gypsy girl, with the fire and passion burning deep within her bones and leave men panting after her. I mirrored the dancer with gyrating hips and luscious breasts.

I met my ideal Mills &  Boon guy at the age of 21. He was the guy you hate then fell in love and that is exactly what happened in my case. Little did I know that my share of romance would not be a lifetime thing, but disappointment would arrive as early an age.

Feelings

The feeling is so real. I have an event out of town I told her. She has misgivings, and she let him know her exact feelings on his proposed weekend away. With a heavy heart she let the information sink in, but deep in her hear she knew he was lying.

She kept checking the social network links for his activity and everything seem to be off. She knew as she has been down that path before. Why now would he not take a feline out for a weekend. He is home alone for almost 6 months........

Once In a While

Sometimes it hard to get back to the routine of writing. You can blog daily on Facebook and Twitter but when it comes to composed writing it takes an effort. However once the fingers begin to rove over the keyboard, the words and phrases comes out.

I promise myself that i will be concentrating more on my writing and will read more of my friends writings, as reading really helps me to be more creative.

R. Kelly - When A Woman Loves (New Single) 2010

My Friends around the world

My friends in New Orleans, Kenya, London and Barbados. Sometimes life is so hectic that we cannot find the time to chat. I am happy I met you all. Remember you are my friends. Your blogs are an inspiration.

Mountains!

I live in the the mountainous region of Jamaica. It is usually very cool, when the city is warm. You can smell the change when you begin the ascend. We go up up up and then the descend. At the top you have the most spectacular view you can imagine. Jamaica is such a beautiful island!

Today!

Today is a lovely day. Laid-back for the for the most part. Christmas is in the air. I think I need to begin decorating my Christmas Tree!

R KELLY WHEN A WOMAN LOVES